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 "Clasically In Love" concert, Iskandar Widjaja featuring Maylaffayza.
Watch the two violinist share love on your lovely evening.
Saturday, 11 February 2012
7pm - 9 pm
Titan Center
Jl. Boulevard Blok B1 No.5
Bintaro Sector 7
e_mail:
ticketing@sarana-titan.com
RSVP & Ticketing:
081316236626, 0215137467, 08129584659
We share nothing but love.
 Untuk yang sudah mengikuti perkembangan saya melalui berbagai blog-blog saya, (Multiply adalah salah satu blog saya yang terlama), sejak tahun ini saya menandatangani kontrak dengan Yahoo! Southeast Asia untuk selalu menulis weekly posting di Yahoo! OMG Indonesia. Ini adalah kebanggaan buat saya mengingat Yahoo! adalah sebuah bendera besar dan sebuah kemajuan baik buat saya sebagai blogger, bahwa hobby saya bisa menghasilkan sesuatu yang positif bukan hanya bagi diri saya, tapi bagi siapapun yang membacanya.
Dalam weekly posting saya, saya banyak menuliskan berbagai ide yang saya harap bisa memberikan inspirasi bagi siapapun yang membacanya. Teman-teman di Multiply bisa mengakses posting saya di http://id.omg.yahoo.com/blogs/celebrity/maylaffayza/maylaffayza Have a good weekend! See you at Yahoo! Teman-teman, pagi ini laguku "Sukaria!" untuk pertamakalinya jam 7:30 di acara INBOX akan ditayangkan SCTV. Bekerjasama dengan Mike's, ini akan menjadi video clip pertama kita.
Good day, have a Sukaria day!
A very exciting journey  Yaaay!
Single Sukaria! dimuat di Kompas , Nama dan Peristiwa halaman 32 hari ini. Tertulis juga mengenai target saya tahun ini untuk mengikuti lari 10K. Tidak terlalu ambisius buat saya untuk lari 10K, karena baru saja hari Minggu kemarin saya lari dari HI ke bundaran Ratu Plaza dan kembali ke HI lagi. Yes, saya dan suami saya setiap hari Minggu lari di HI. Ada yang mau ikut?) Kembali lagi, saya pagi ini bahagia sekali melihat artikel mengenai single terbaru saya Sukaria ditulis di Kompas, buat saya ini adalah pagi yang penuh Sukaria!. Terimakasih untuk mas Ninok Leksono, yang telah menulis tentang saya dan Sukaria!. Mas Nin, begitu saya memanggilnya, selalu punya kepercayaan terhadap saya. Punya apresiasi. And I respect him a lot , as a friend, as well as a Kompas senior journalist. Sukaria! memang diciptakan untuk mengajak semua orang bersukaria, saat keadaan negara kita semakin gak karuan. Saya merasa kita gak bisa complain terus melihat keadaan. Peduli iya, tapi rasanya bisa sakit jiwa juga jika kita complain setiap saat melihat keadaan disekitar kita. Ada hal yang bisa kita lakukan, seminimalnya adalah menjadi yang terbaik dari diri kita. Untuk selalu semangat. Dan itulah kenapa Sukaria! dibuat. Untuk membuat semangat saat kita menjalani aktifitas kita. Rasanya lagunya juga memang saya ciptakan dengan semangat olahraga (berhubung saya orang yang selalu berolahraga sejak kecil). Jadi kalau kita dengar Sukaria! pasti jadi ingin berlari atau melompat-lompat. Saya rasa semangat olah raga saya yang secara musikal terwakili di Sukaria! cocok untuk menyambut semangat kemeriahan World Cup 2010. Walaupun saya bukan pengamat sepak bola, tetapi sportmanship selalu ada di diri saya sejak kecil. Saya rasa itu diwarisi dari keluarga ayah saya yang rata-rata kalau olahraga takaran-nya agak seperti atlit;) Again, yes kita akan segera menyambut World Cup 2010! Terlepas dari semua, saya rasa Sukaria! adalah ungkapan rasa syukur yang luar biasa, untuk merayakan hidup kita, dengan bergembira dalam semua aktifitas kita, karena hidup kita hanya sekarang. Jadilah nyata. Don't fake. Be truthfull. Go live a life truthfully lived. Sukaria! Note: Download gratis Sukaria! http://rapidshare.com/files/332572118/Maylaffayza-_Sukaria_-_128kbps.mp3 http://www.indowebster.com/Sukaria.html
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 Sekarang kamu bisa request single Sukaria! di I Radio 89,6 FM pada jam:
12:00 - 13:00 15:00 - 16:00 22:00 - 23:00 Weekend jam 08:00 - 09:00 Ketik: Nama (spasi) Umur (spasi) Sukaria! (spasi) kiriman salam mu Sms ke: +62 816 147 2346 Here is the Sukaria! lyric that you can sing along with my music that you can download on my MUSIC folder here:) Verse 1: Hariku indah Hidupku cerah Marilah kita nyanyikan..oo..ee..oo..! Hatiku jernih Tekadku bulat Marilah kita sorakan..oo..ee..oo..! (..uno!..duo!..tre!..quatro!..) Reff.1: Majulah! (Sukaria!) Teruslah! (Sukaria!) Rayakan! (Sukaria) Hidupmu! (Sukaria!) Tersenyum! (Sukaria!) Tertawa! (Sukaria!) Rayakan! (Sukaria!) Hidupmu! (Sukariaaaa!) ..oo..ee..oo..ee..oo.. Verse 2: Hariku indah Hidupku cerah Marilah kita nyanyikan ..oo..ee..oo..! Hatiku jernih Tekadku bulat Marilah kita sorakan..oo..ee..oo..! (Uno..dos.tres..quatro..) Reff.2 (2x) Majulah! (Sukaria!) Teruslah! (Sukaria!) Rayakan! (Sukaria!) Hidupmu! (Sukaria!) Tersenyum! (Sukaria!) Tertawa! (Sukaria!) Rayakan! (Sukaria!) Hidupmu! (Sukaria!) Tangismu (Sukaria!) Harumu (Sukaria!) Lepaskan (Sukaria!) Rasamu (Sukaria!) Saatnya (Sukaria!) Rasakan (Sukaria!) Harimu (Sukaria!) Hidupmu (aaaaa….aaaa…aaaa!) (Sukariaaaa!) ..ooo..eee..ooo..eee..oo.. (One! Two! Three! Four!) (Solo violin) Bridge: Janjiku rayakan Sukaria ini sekarang Janjiku rayakan Sukaria ini bersama-sama ! ( aaaaa….aaaa….aaaaa…!) ( Sukariaaa!) (..uno..duo..tre..quatro..) Coda: Majulah! (Sukaria!) Teruslah! (Sukaria!) Rayakan! (Sukaria) Hidupmu! (Suka ria!) Tersenyum! (Sukaria!) Tertawa! (Sukaria!) Rayakan! (Sukaria!) Hidupmu! (aaaa…aaaa…aaaa…!) (Suka ria!) Tangismu (Sukaria!) Harumu (Sukaria!) Lepaskan (Sukaria!) Rasamu (Sukaria!) Saatnya (Sukaria!) Rasakan (Suka ria!) Harimu (Sukaria!) Hidupmu (aaaa…aaaa…aaaa…!) (Sukaria!) Majulah! Teruslah! (Sukaria!) (..oo..ee..oo..) Rayakan! Hidupmu! (Sukaria!) (..oo..ee..oo..) Tertawa! Tersenyum! (Sukaria!) (..oo..ee..oo..) Rayakan! Hidupmu! (Sukaria!) (..oo..ee..oo..) Tangismu! Harumu! (Sukaria!) (..oo..ee..oo..) Lepaskan! Rasamu! (Sukaria!) (..oo..ee..oo..) Saatnya! Rasakan! (Sukaria!) (..oo..ee..oo..) Harimu! Hidupmu! ((aaaa…aaa…aaa…!) (Sukariaaa!) (..oo..ee..oo..) Happy New Year, Happy New You! As we march in the beginning of 2010, I’d like to share the joy of my new single, Sukaria! that I created with Aghi Narottama as my partner in the music production. We worked on Sukaria! on November and December 2009. As we need an energy booster to start 2010, my Sukaria! will give you the joy of being alive. My music has always been charged with a purpose. This time is about sharing the joy. The Sukaria! Laugh and cry with tears and smile. That is the Sukaria! Share this song, burn it, copy it, upload it, and share the joy to friends. Share the Sukaria! Click Go live a life truthfully lived. Sukaria! Maylaffayza Liberatti  Bantu saudara kita sekarang juga. Mereka tidak bisa menunggu dan membutuhkan pertolongan kita setiap harinya. Bantuan ACT (Aksi Cepat Tanggap): BCA 6760303133, MANDIRI 128 000 4555.Sekecil apapun sumbangan sangat berarti bagi saudara-saudara kita. Transfer dan sumbang sekarang juga. Transfer sumbangan sangat cepat dan praktis. Mereka butuh lebih dari doa. Sumbang sekarang juga. Aku sudah. Kamu?  Growing up, we are getting used to hide the pain. To hide our sadness. To hide the tears. We were told to fight. To be strong. We were never told to embrace our vulnerability. We are becoming reactive because we are not allowed to be natural, to embrace our tears and pain. The fact that our vulnerability is a part of our life. We might just accept it. And to embrace it. Feel and deal with our sadness. Be courageous to deal with our sadness.Not to reject it, not to hide it. Be courageous to accept our vulnerability. To be truthful. To be natural. This is just a small notes from me. To have that bravery, not to fight, but to accept our sadness. To accept our disapoinment. Our tears.Our yearnings. Our vulnerability. For once and forever, don't deny it. It is fine. It is okay. It is natural to feel sad, to be vulnerable, to feel dissapointed. Let's go back to our hearts, and be honest. Be really honest to our self. For once, let's deal with this feeling. Once we deal with our feeling, we will be ready to face the world out there. Remember my posting the other day "United Nation of Love"? This time I will discuss it in a refreshing morning talk with my friend Reza Gunawan, on Morning Coffee show. Paman Gery will host the program, and our theme of the day is 'Love Unite'.
Listen to us this morning 07:30, tune in to 97,9 fm.
Let's talk about uniting love this morning.
Love ya!  We feel affraid sometimes, or many times. It is always a part of human lives.
Fear is a very primal instinct, be it to human and animals. God knows, it's also within any other beings. Let's see the definition of fear that I got from Wikipedia: Fear is an emotional response to threats and danger. It is a basic survival mechanism occurring in response to a specific stimulus, such as pain or the threat of pain. Psychologists John B. Watson, Robert Plutchik, and Paul Ekman have suggested that fear is one of a small set of basic or innate emotions. This set also includes such emotions as joy, sadness, and anger. Fear should be distinguished from the related emotional state of anxiety, which typically occurs without any external threat. Additionally, fear is related to the specific behaviors of escape and avoidance, whereas anxiety is the result of threats which are perceived to be uncontrollable or unavoidable. Worth noting is that fear always relates to future events, such as worsening of a situation, or continuation of a situation that is unacceptable. So now we know fear in general. But do we have to fear? It is a relative question. Relative answer. And the question might not about should and should not. The critical question is: have we accept fear within our self? Have you accept it as a natural part of your being? Denying is also a bassic pattern of human behaviour as a defense system of what might feel as an attack to a person. We deny when we feel affraid. We deny when we sense fear. Our system was thought to fight back of what feels to be an attack toward our self, our self esteem. Do you recognize this in you? Be aware of it. I am sure you do. Most of us said: we are not affraid. But we do. We really do. Or sometimes, we are affraid to a certain things. But the fear is always there. It is normal, it is human. To eliminate fear is to eliminate our nature. It can also eliminating our self to get insight, enlightment, and clues or strength. Fear can also give answers to our confusion. Fear can make us grounded. Fear can make us strongly bonded to whatever happened to the entire universe. We sense fear. We are affraid. It is normal. Do not fight back. Accept it, because it is natural. Because it is probably the only thing that would make us see, what actually lies beneath our fear. It would probably the only thing that would make us notice what actually is the yearning within our self. It would probably the only thing that guide us to the raw truth of our self that we do not want to see but it kept seeking and speaking of the truth. Accept it, even if it does not give you any intelligent insight. Love fear. Embrace it. Become a friend of fear. Accept it. Be human, be natural. One day, you might not have a need to say: we do not fear. Because, you realize you have the peace within you, fear or not to fear. It's no longer mattered. When you have hold that acceptance and regain the peace, only then, you can start to make a change in your life, and others. Love your fear.  Your name is your mantra. A mantra is a sound, word, syllable or group of words that are consider capable of creating transformation.
Here I will explain about my name, my mantra: Maylaffayza. Creator of the name: my mother, Tuty Rochyati Maylaffayza, is a mixed culture name. Maylaffayza consist of 2 parts: Maylaf + fayza How to pronounce Maylaffayza: 'my love fayza' The Maylaffayza is not meant to be called: may, or mayla. Theoretically wrong. It was not to be called like that as it has no meaning whatsoever of why the name was created. Called it Maylaf or Fayza. Because that's the main two body of the name Maylaffayza that represent a certain meaning. Maylaffayza consist of two part: Maylaf ( pronounced "my love") + Fayza The Maylaf part is based on western modified from words of 'my love'. English origin. Fayza is originated from Arab, means victory. So the two part of the name Maylaffayza is a mixed culture of western and eastern. And so, Maylaffayza could mean: my love victory. Meaning: My mother should meant well when she created this name. From the Maylaf part as in 'my love', she would want her daughter to love and to be loved by the whole world, from the west to the east. And from the 'Fayza' part (Arabic origin, means victory) she would want her daughter to live victoriously. From the unity of two body of my name, "Maylaffayza" - the name originally a combination of western and eastern culture which means that my mother would want me to go across the world, accross any boundaries of limited beliefs, norms and accepted cultures and become a global person. A liberated woman, liberated beings. It is an interesting facts that I really live up to my name, until now. I represents the essence of my name. I live up to my mantra, my name. Ask your parents and find the meaning behind the creation of your name. And if you like it, live up to that meaning.  As we all know, or for those who might not know, today is Indonesia's National day of Children.
What does that mean? Does it mean more events will be held for children? Does it mean more tv stations will be airing kids program? Does it mean more songs produced by music labels for the kids? Does it mean it mean more books published for the kids to read? Does it mean more human care about the wealth of the children? Does it mean less abusive parents? Does it? When we talk about children, we talk about the future. Children are the future of the world. But the question arise: is our present in this world, already creating the world as a save place to live? Are our actions as adults, as teenagers, as whoever we represented, are the actions of human beings who are responsible for the present chaos, or the present peace awakening? Before we teach others, teach our self first. Before we raise anyone, raise our self first. And be present. Future is not at present. Passed is yesterday. Stop trying to be a hero, when we are not the hero of our own destiny. Stop talking about others when we can't even talk about our self, when we deny, when we hide to face the truth of our life. Stop being so self righteouss as an adult, as teenagers, as whoever, when we look into the mirror and found so many things are being missinterpreted, when we can't accept what we see within us. Is the passed represent our parents? Is the present represent our self? Is the future represented by the children? If the future is in the hands of the children, then what we should do is at the present time. Take good care of our self at this very present moment, and only then, we can make a better world for the children. But for now, realize this: WE ARE the children of the world. It is not our children's obligation to safe us, don't put the burden onto their tiny shoulders. But us, us now, are THE CHILDREN of the world, who can safe our very dear life at this very moment. Children are within us. We are those children. We are those hopes and prayers from our parents. We are the future, and the future is now. Save our life, be honest, be truthfully honest to our self and save our day. Each and every day. Make peace to our self. Then we can make peace and bring prosperity for others and for our next generation. Save the children within us.  My condolence for the victim of Jakarta blast, Ritz Carlton and JW Marriott hotel. May the lost souls rest in peace. May the family and friends hold on to the strength of love and forgiveness. Amen.
My heart sank, when I knew it happened. We were not attacked by the bomb. We were not attacked by the terrorist. We were attacked by the anger, the hatred, the extreme pride,the jealousy and the self righteousness. As the trending topic of #indonesiaunite on Twitter is being covered on CNN, MSNBC and others, we need to be really careful of what we might be uniting. I need all of us to unite. Not in an extreme pride. Not in an anger. Not in jealousy. Not in self righteousness. Unite, not in the name of war. Unite, not with the same grounding of how the attack occured. Unite, not with the same mental frame of terrorism. Solve, but not solving a problem with the same elements of how the problem got started. Unite in the name of love. We DO NOT need any national hatred awakening. Be aware of it. And if you can not love your self first, do not unite. Love your self first. Then love your parents, your siblings, your family, your friends. THEN you can start to give love to others. Please. Do not unite in war. DO NOT unite in anger, hatred, jealousy, extreme pride and self righteousness. It's all the same bassic foundations of terrorism. Unite in LOVE. UNITE LOVE. ONLY LOVE. Be careful when uniting anything. Be really really careful. Start saying I LOVE YOU. Be compassion. Choose passion over pride. I love you.  Dear Michael,
I woke up 5 in the morning in my pajamas, sobbing, crying in front of TV. BBC news LIVE, you're gone. I can't believe this, Michael. Can't believe it's true. I love you. You are my angel. You are my hero. You were the one who made me believe in my self. You were the one that made me dare to dream. You were the one, that made me the Maylaffayza that is right now. You were the one that whispered in my heart, that I can make it. That I can make my dreams come true. And it is true, Michael. It is true. My dream had come true. And I continue to live up to it. I continue to believe in it, in my passion, in my love towards this life. You were the one that gives me strength, when I was in tears, and alone, when I yearn so much to be a great performer, to be a great musician, to be a great star, to make great music. You were the one, that's been giving me strength to move on, to pursue my calling in this musical world, and to pursue anything at all in this world without any hesitation. That I can be whoever, wherever and whatever I want to be in this world. You were the one that was with me , when nobody knew, when I was little girl in my room, alone with my big dreams in this world. When nobody understand me, when nobody gets me, you were there for that little girl and her aloness. You were there. And you keep whispering " If you wanna make the world a better place, take a look at your self, and make that change." I hold on to your words Michael. I hold on to it. I hold on to it. I hold hold on to it. I am just devastated to see you leave. I can never believe this. I will carry you forever in my heart. I will carry your spirit, your strength, your passion, your love into this life. I'll carry you. Thank you Michael, for making me, who I am right now. And I will continue that spirit, that exact spirit when you were there in my room since I was a little girl, listening to Man In the Mirror. I will celebrate it, every single day. Good bye, Michael. I love you. I'll see you again. Maylaffayza Indonesia's violinist  | EVOLVE | Jun 14, '09 11:09 PM
for everyone |
Many of you might wonder how am I doing. Or why I haven't been posting anything to Multiply. Well, besides that I updated my status on Facebook and Twitter, I had my own reason. I hope that we can still keep in touch here. I've been evolving in so many ways. Personally. Spiritually. Career wise. In many ways I had never imagined. What I learned is far beyond what I expected. I am a kind of person who does not talk much. I rather do. And when I do, I don't try. I realized that many sides of me has grown far in many dimension. I realize more about my purpose here. I realize how everything in the universe is connected to me. And that I, as everybody else here, is self responsible, to ourself, to our friends, our family, our environment, our land, our culture, and tons of things which we can not mentioned here. I expect everyone to grow. To accept changes. To evolve. And I expect, that we have more aceptance in life, so life can synergize with us, the human being. I am liberated in many ways, and will always liberating my self. And so will you. | |
